 | I dont know what this is but read and enjoy. The beautiful deception of his smile,had you all fooled. Like a magician with the simplest of tricks. If you could see what was hidden beneath. you could have saw the young kid he wish he never would have grown away from. The part of him that was innocent of hurt. The part of him that was innocent of drugs,sex and alcohol. All that he truly knew was wrong with his life. If only he could get back to that place of innocence. Back to a time when his arms werent scarred up from all the battles life challenged him with. Before he knew what it was to bleed emotion. The time in his life when all he could cry were tears not blood. He walks now with his head hung low and his heart growing more faint with every beat. His head spins with an unacomplished sense of life. Life had become just that to him. A numbing sense. He truly wanted to turn it all around. But when he turned around; the rain that had been pouring on him for years had washed away every step that he had made. he looked around surronded by a forrest of despair, he looked up to the sky. With the rain beating down on his pale, sick face. He whispers, "what now? Where do I make my next step?" Little did he know, he was blinded in all that the world had beaten him with. Maybe it was the rain, Maybe it were the tears he was crying. But he walked right by the life line that God had laid before him. Mans blind stupidity once again turns into his demise. HIs bare, bloody feet just keep treading through the mud. Further spreading the infection that will eventually claim his life. With his last gasping breath, He tried to remeber what got him to this dark lonely abyss he called life. Coming up empty handed. He decided to let go. Just then he saw the brightest light he'd ever seen. All of a sudden he could breath, he didnt hurt any longer and his heart felt whole. He learned what God had been trying to show him. The more that he tried to carry and fix himself the heavier his load got. When he finally sat back and let everything go. Everything that ever mattered reappeared. His life was back in control. For the first time in years he stood there with clean clothes, His head held high and a true smile on his face. He finally realized he had nothing to hide. Nothing to ever be ashamed of . When the initial shock wore off, he felt a strange feeling in his feet. kind of a burn but a jitter at the sametime. When he looked down he saw the scares from below. He knew what it meant. All of a sudden he took of running the path he had hated and just traveled. When i looked back to where he was standing. I saw a note it read, "Do not worry about me. For once in my life I AM SAIN. for once in my life IM TRULY HAPPY. im going back to the dark path that I just left. To find all the hidden treasure that I walked right by so many times. please dont wait for me." Scenecerly ........... i never laughed that hard in my entire life. Good night all. - Patrick. |
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We've Moved
16 years ago
