Where do I stand with God?

I am having trouble with where I am at with God. I find myself daily just wondering, if i am taking all the steps that God has laid before me. I feel like I am moving in slow motion in my christian walk. The only thing that seems to be going at a normal pace is when I fail, sometimes falling down seems to hit hyper speed on the way down.

I guess I just can't see God's plan being worked through me. I am thankful for my job, but my heart is screaming for something more. Something more rewarding than this which I have. Frustration mounts, and I get discouraged, am I really allowing God to work fully in my life or are my faults getting in the way time after time? This is so hard, I was reading a blog by Leeland a few minutes ago. He was talking about God's plan for us, it was honestly inspiring. I just want to get out of this place that I am in. I want something more. Something on a grander scale, I want complete dependence and submission for God's will in my life! Lord God HELP !

The band FFH once wrote a song that said Lord move or move me! That mindset it where I find myself so many times! Lord just open up the doors you need to be open and shut the ones that need to be shut.